just believe girl i will pay the bill by selling my old guitar

i can t stand my thighs. they are so freakin fattish! argh, i can t get them to stop wobbling all the stupid fat fat fat. i think the only way to get rid of them is liposuction but i am too scared , i am not a pain thresholder. i think i told almost everybody i know that i feel fat and bloated till they are annoyed. IT IS MY LEGS AND MY ARMS LA D: and i got a tummy now! i never used to have a tummy! sigh.

i was weighing myself and i groaned when i stepped off the scale and my mommy heard.

mommy: feeling fat huh?

jy: yeah lor. sigh.

mommy: it is your hair la, too long already

sometimes her answer can get so.. corny but her answer actually let me wonder if it is really is. oh well. FAT is a depressing topic. how not to ponder about it when most of my best friends are skinny and stick thin! booo D:

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today, while waiting for the bus, a bangala came over and sit beside me when there are another empty bench near me. He kept blocking my view to see the oncoming bus and i think i move my body super frequent for him to get the message and then later he did another irritating thing, he kept knocking the metal bench to make music . hello, bench is for people to sit down not a make-shift drum. I bet if there was a coconut tree at the bus stop , i can see him dancing there. :]

anyway he kept knocking the bench to irritate me on purpose but i pretend not to hear because i had my mp3 ear piece in my ear thankfully and after a while he stopped and rubbed his knuckles . hahaha serve him right. it must have hurt :D

it rained super heavily and lucky buddy's mother fetched us there and halfway they argued in the car and made me laughed like mad la. Buddy's mom scold her about being fussy on food because she want to eat outside instead of at home and called her a fussy king and buddy said QUEEN LA! then the mother went KING LA! then buddy went QUEEN LA! I GIRL LEH! hahaha .

also when we drove past the bus stop, buddy's mother kept pointing to any person sitting at the bus stop whether it is dawn. HILARIOUS LA! this one ah? this one ah ? this one ah? this one ah? that one ah? the one in blue ah? haha.

buddy, astronaut and i had lunch at Tm.
buddy had to go off to do her church stuff while dawn and i went to far east to SHOPPING! :D

we each bought a top from threadless tee! :D
yay, i got a new shirt! hahaha but i need more more more!

anyway we went to hans to rest our feet and i went to order to the cashier to order a ice milo. and after i ordered, the cashier turned her head and shouted ONE ICE MILO! and the best part was after she shouted, she walked to the kitchen area and made the milo LOL! like wth ! i mean people shout is to ask the staff to make the milo but she shout and made the milo herself.

i told dawn and we both laugh super loud.
and we sat down to share our childhood stories and hers is really funny hahahaha!
made me cry la.

i think i made dawn abit irritated today cause she roared at me and cracked her knuckles as if she is gonna beat me up soon D: